Author Comment BlueStarz Registered User posts: 1 (2/20/01 4:57:56 pm) Reply | Edit | Del All I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I've been in *excruciating* pain for a number of years and would not wish anyone even one tenth of what I'm experiencing. If there is a way you can get *near* my energy - without actually going *into* it (I don't want you feeling even a shadow of this hellishness) - could you ask Spirit on my behalf the best route to take towards healing? My body is SO ready to heal but I'm having difficulty finding knowledgeable practitioners to assist in the process. (Alas, this isn't something I can fix myself.)

If you don't feel comfortable working with the energy described, I'll completely understand. I just wanted to give you a "heads up" so you wouldn't get bushwacked.

Female - 47

SAR01 ezOP posts: 1999 (2/20/01 7:40:52 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I will try to see, but understand sometimes I get for someone close to you.....

the first thing I get is severe head trauma......almost as if your where dropped as a baby, or a fall, or in a wreck, but what I am seeing ina tiny chip of bone that some how has lodged in the area of bones that is part of the spine, but it is actually up and under the bone covering of the skull. I see it as a chard, almost like glass, and it has grown into a nerve circuit. I am not a medical person, sorry, I don't have the right terminalogy, but I can SEE this in there. one wonders if a scan with mri would show anything, but as I am thinking on you, I have intense pain shooting down the spinal column. and it branches more to the left side as it hits the siatic neave. at times I am feeling like someone is actually sticking me with a hot iron.... I would think if it was constant, you'd be able to "get used to some of it, but what I am feeling is it is like jabs and taunts.

I get debilatating head pain for you, at times you can't sit or lay down, you just want to "throw in the towel," I am getting 18...don't know if you were 18 , or have been like this 18 yrs. months.

also, even your " skin" seems to hurt. I must with draw,,,,let me know if this is you....and I will check back...I have an insurance man coming, I am just here waitingon him.

If this is you, then I will ask "Spirit" for guidance inawareness before I answer your questions as to how or what to do.

BlueStarz Registered User posts: 2 (2/20/01 11:04:34 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thanks for being so brave that you were still willing to do a body scan despite my cautions!

My whole body has been MRI'd, one section at a time, and nothing showed up in my head (well, they say that my brain was supposedly still there. ) Yes, the pain is in my spine but "Ground Zero" is my sacrum. Yowza! I suspect that what you felt is the tension in my neck/head resulting from my sacrum being "stuck". (The hip bones dropped forward and downward on the sacrum and got jammed into place. This has set off a whole change reaction/dominoe effect of horrendous proportions.)

The "hot iron" is right on the mark because it's a burning, gnawing type of pain, but it's impossible to "get used to it" because it over-rides everything else. Every movement hurts so I don't move often or far. I can't stand, walk or crawl. Sitting is gruesome. Laying down is the only position that brings occasional relief. And yes, I often think of giving up and "throwing in the towel" because I sometimes see no other way out of this....this has been going on for five years and I've seen - count em! - sixty-one different practitioners, allopaths and alternative health professionals, all to no avail. I've even had hundreds of people praying for me!

Oh yes, my skin does, indeed, hurt. It's very hyper-sensitive. All in all I'd say you "got it". If you're willing to go back in, I'd definitely be interested in Spirit's recommendations.

Thanks, Saro1, I truly appreciate your efforts on my behalf! You're very kind and brave to offer yourself in this way.

BlueStarz Registered User posts: 3 (2/20/01 11:06:14 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Edited to delete duplicate posts....ah, but I thought of something else. The number 18...I've been in a wheelchair the past 18 mos. HTH

Edited by: BlueStarz at: 2/20/01 11:14:45 pm

SAR01 ezOP posts: 2011 (2/21/01 12:52:25 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Blue Starz...I answered this right away last night...and Dottie can tell you I got booted and then IC was down for maintenance! so I emailed it to myself....

this is what I got last night......

Blue STARZ, thank you for the verification. I need you to go back and read the part about a chip or chard on/in/ around /by the top of the spine..and I think it could be "found" in a cat scan, but only by a very THOROUGH doctor.

the good news is I said a prayer and asked for guidance....

Spirit impresses upon me to tell you this pain will be relieved, but a "procedure" will be needed. (I just asked Spirit.....do you mean a surgury?) I did not get a verification for that, so I can only tell you what is given to me. I am thinking the "Chard" will be found and it'll be done as an out patient. (Have you tryed acupuncture)....for the pain, it will not cure your particular problem, as YOU have something biological in the spinal nerves creating this pain...were you in an accident, or what? (I don't know everything!) I am also getting that the pain will be relieved in an instant, but only when the right dr. finds the problem.

(I very seldome get this....but will share....I am being shown this was agreed to (this suffering) as to advance much quicker on a soul level as/when this "lesson" is understood. No, you were NOT some horrible person before, that you had to "suffer"...more it's you wanted (on a soul level) to grow quicker that a normal lifespan would allow.

I hope it was ok for me to tell you this, It was impressed on me as directly relating to your circumstances.

Let me know what else, if there is anything more I can help with.

BlueStarz Registered User posts: 4 (2/22/01 4:54:15 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HTML Comments are not allowed

Harumph....I can't get the board to accept my message and I can't sit any longer at the computer at the moment, so I'll try again later.

Edited by: BlueStarz at: 2/22/01 5:11:29 pm

SAR01 ezOP posts: 2054 (2/22/01 5:59:06 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- BS, I checked and I DO have HTML enables for this forum...don't know what is wrong.

SAR01 ezOP posts: 2062 (2/23/01 4:16:22 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HTML Comments are not allowed

SAR01 ezOP posts: 2063 (2/23/01 4:20:34 pm) Reply | Edit | Del Re: I'm reluctant to ask... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- what the heck is going on...now all you get is HTML not allowed .....I don't have htmlin anything???

testing..testing.....

-- SAR01 (rauch01@yahoo.com), November 30, 2001