To Laura, my wife to be. A confirmation for you, my sweet...

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Laura,

I just read your April Fool's thread.....I take it you were not "April foolin'" with your comments about loving me *wink*. They were very beautiful to me Laura. Very much so, dear one...whom I love very much.

I was touched. They were very special. Thank you. I love you too, Laura. Very, very much, my sweet....

What stood out to me the most was your words to trust you, as you trust me. You know what? That's kinda new for me; having faith and trust in people with my future -- and my heart. I have never had the trust with my love, heart, and the rest of my life and happiness as I HAVE placed in you, Laura. This is a first for me. And know that I am trusting you with so much that is sooooo important to me; most of the things that make life worth living.

I have not only trust in you Laura, but faith, also. This is SUCH an important point, Laura. Lots of faith in you and our love to conquer all, my dear, sweet wonderful Laura. Especially since I regard marriage as a once in my life event...no screw ups allowed. If I pick wrong, I'm stuck; no trying again for me. I would just endure it and try to be the best man I could be and love my wife dearly...even if I were miserable and unfulfilled...but I don't fear this with you. I think you will please me and make me very, very happy. So my dear, know that I am trusting you...and the feelings of love I know we both feel...and God above for this to work out WONDERFULLY...my wife to be. I love you. And trust you. And have faith and confidence in you to make me a very, very happy man, Laura...very happy my dear...as I shall endeavor to make you with all my heart, soul, mind, strength and ability my love. How can I feel this way? I don't know. I just know that I do. Isn't God wonderful for fashioning you...and bringing you into my life, and giving you to me? :))

I want to say more, but shall not at the moment. I don't want to dilute what I've said above. For you don't know how important it is to me, my sweet. 37 years. 37 years of doing without what I want most out of life. 37 years of hoping...aching sometimes when I think about how much I want the wonderful joys and pleasures and happiness that I hope to enjoy with the woman I take for my wife, Laura. Refusing to settle. Knowing how my heart would ache with emptiness and longing for what I really wanted if I ever settled for a woman who either wasn't right or was incapable of having the kind of relationship I've yearned for...ached for....whenever I've allowed myself to dwell on what I've always wanted, actually...frowning at how improbable it seemed that I would ever meet the woman I would feel so right about....so comfortable about taking for my wife...the woman I would have no doubts in...the woman I would have the utmost confidence and faith in to be THE, **MY** wonderful woman and wife and friend and partner and companion and lover and just...what words can describe her?...this is the only time I can't come up with words to describe what this special woman means to me, Laura....I'm stumped for words to describe what she...you...means to me my dear...the woman I shall take for my wife, Laura...and love and feel so deeply for...and hope....to be so happy with. So many frowns at those I've met that just didn't have the "right stuff". So many disappointments....so many I've met that I just KNEW came up short...and would not LET anything develop...and turn down even a date with...rather than ache at knowing what I was missing by spending even an evening with one who reminded me of what she didn't have...the things YOU have, my dear sweet wonderful Laura...my love, my heart, my faith and confidence...my knowing...that you ARE the right one for me, my sweet...that I just refused to settle for any of them...for 37 long years...alive...but with a blandness in my mouth...for the flavor that I yearned to savor...you, sweetness!! ....holding fast...to that which I knew I could never give up hope in finding one day....even if I were to spend my whole life without....rather that let the hope for such joy, such happiness, such love and fulfillment I knew I could have, if I could only find her and make her mine...and me hers...I just could not let this hope....die....by giving up...or settling for what wouldn't even amount to a pale imitation.

Years and experiences going by...logic entering in and facing the improbability of ever meeting the one that was right for me....compatible in the ways that matter to me. And then, I met you. And knew early on that you were "a contender"...and then finding....sooner than I ever could have imagined....that you, my dear, sweet wonderful Laura....were the woman I've been looking for for all these many years. The woman I could have the kind of relationship and life with that I've wanted, yearned for from deep within my heart....from very deep within my soul...the one....bound deeply in love....I could walk thru life with...as mine...and me hers...and know...that our love...not only that with I felt for her...but that with she felt for me....the love we have for each other...could indeed conquer all..whatever may come....and make us happy and fulfilled...thru good times and bad...comfortable...safe....knowing no doubts...having no reservations...that we had met, and married, the most perfectly fashioned partner that God above could provide us each with...each other.

You, my dear sweet wonderful Laura, are that woman for me. Thank you very much for being who what and how you are, my wonderful wife to be.

All my love, forever more, Laura,

Louis aka MrPolly@yahoo.com

-- Mr Polly (MrPolly@yahoo.com), April 04, 2000

Answers

Yuck.

Get a room.

-- this should (notbe@public.thing), April 04, 2000.


This is starting to get a bit obnoxious. Good luck to you lovebirds, but if you keep it up, you're likely to really provoke the trolls.

Although most of us wish you both well, lovey-dovey stuff should be personal, not public. After all, isn't this what most people complain about gays, i.e. having it shoved in our faces?

-- Get Real (getreal@reality.time), April 04, 2000.


I must admit, I had to scroll through pretty quickly to keep from getting ill, but let's face it, nobody's forcing you to read the post. You should have a pretty good idea of the contents based on the subject line, and YOU chose to click on it, so the "shoved in your face" comment is really not valid.

-- (hmm@hmm.hmm), April 04, 2000.

I agree with hmmm. You have a choice in what you read. As far as "flaunting" it in public, there are people who get married at the ball game, rock concert, and any number of public events. Ahmad Rashad proposed to his wife on a national football broadcast.

While this post was somewhat self-indulgent, it was not "For mature audiences" by any means.

And why does somebody have to take this thread to bash gays again?? I guess you trolls will never stop with the hatred. God bless you.

Mr. Polly-I wish you luck as I wished Laura luck yesterday.

-- FutureShock (gray@matter.think), April 04, 2000.


>> You, my dear sweet wonderful Laura, are that woman for me. <<

De gustibus non disputandem est. Good luck in your married life...May it have far fewer ellipses...

-- Brian McLaughlin (brianm@ims.com), April 04, 2000.



Myself, being easily entertained. I Cut, copied and pasted the text of both LL and Mr.Pollys *proclamations* into this (one-at-a-time, of course) Reverse text Link . To *see* what they're really saying....... ;-)

-- Alane (
How'boutThis@translate.here), April 04, 2000.

Hey Mr. Polly,

You two are a bunch of emotional exhibitionists! Why do you clutter up the forum with all this slop? Don't you have enough trust to exchange your private e-mail addys?

As you said, "If I pick wrong, I'm stuck; no trying again for me. I would just endure it..." Beleive me, you picked wrong. My advise to you is, bail out while you can.

-- JS (puke@puke.con), April 04, 2000.


Can't y'all tell? This is a spoof.

-- it's obvious (ob@vio.com), April 04, 2000.

Laura,

Enquiring minds want to know who will 'give the bride away', your uncle or daddy?

Mr. Polly,

Watch out for those disco balls at the reception, hon.

-- flora (***@__._), April 04, 2000.


It's obvious,

You're right - this is troll bait, an extended April Fools joke.

If they're serious, we've got two sick puppies on our hands here...

Naw...they're just trolling...

-- Who, Me? (yuck@yuck.con), April 04, 2000.



This is just another part of LL's "web experiment". I remember at one point in the past CPR telling me that LL "is not what she seems".

On some past threads, she has intimated that she is experimenting on the web. If you look back, she has gone through a myriad of ways in order to elicit responses from people, either positive or negative, and has attempted to get people to give up as much information about themselves.

For me, it is one of three things: Either what she is doing is calculated, she is just playing around, or is kooky. My gut is that it is one of the first two.

I do have to say that she makes this place interesting.

And if she really is getting married to "Mr. Polly", I wish them luck, even though I think that the idea of marrying someone that you have never met and spent a reasonable amount of time with is fairly insane.

-- CJS (cjs@noemail.com), April 04, 2000.


"I want to say more, but shall not at the moment. I don't want to dilute what I've said above."

You should have stuck with the above statement instead of diluting your post.

-- Fernando (Charis@hotmail.com), April 04, 2000.


Hey, maybe you could have an AOL wedding, you know, take your vows in a chatroom. wow, now THAT'S romantic. {smirk} =)

-- cin (cinlooo@aol.corn), April 05, 2000.

Come to think of it, you can have your honeymoon there too.

-- (hmm@hmm.hmm), April 05, 2000.

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