looks like trouble on a rainy day

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tomorrow is friday. i have the day off. and the weekend will start (as so many of my weekends have) with a drive. but not to wilmington, nc (although it is only 10 hours. don't ask me why i know that. sometimes i scare myself) i am facing my first joe90-less weekend in a long time. and i don't like it.

to be truthful, i did briefly consider going to wilmington. (ok, to be completely honest i've never really stopped considering it) but i saw my face on a milk carton yesterday and i have to go home. i just have to.

i am a little worried about it though. because there is a drive involved. and i am just so conditioned now to expect a show after i've driven. like pavlov's dogs. i drive. i salivate. i hear music. this is my life.

and tomorrow i will drive but there will be no music. i'm not sure what the long term implications of this will be. i have a vision of myself huddled in the corner of my dad's livingroom. in fetal position. mumbling the words to just a dream. and rocking myself.

and every now and then i'll do the ferris wheel yell. yeah.

so, if you don't hear from me on sunday it'll be because the men in white coats have finally taken me away. but remember - i love you all. and i'll write as soon as they let me have sharp implements again.

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-- kristin (mehitabelx@aol.com), March 09, 2000

Answers

i love you Kristin.

-- aimee.* (satylite2s@aol.com), March 09, 2000.

i love ya too.

if you need anything, you can call us at anytime.

life IS beginning to suck again. everything falls apart. school is good though. thank goodness for something.

im hoping to see cracker on the 22nd. i'm hoping its 18+. the only band i sneak into bars for is joe90. and dont you forget it.

dinner time. subway here i come.

-- ~Jill (beezer6801@aol.com), March 09, 2000.


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