Living Sin

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I'm sitting here watching some inane show on Cable television, and wondering why I exist. It may sound profound but it really isn't, I am only wondering because I'm bored and really hungry. A cigarette would be nice, but my boyfriend made me quit, he claims it is because they will give me cancer. I know for a fact that the real reason is he doesn't like thinking I might want something more than him. I'll admit it, he is a posessive bastard, but he is a fantastic lover, and that is the only reason I'm with him. See, I told you I'm not deep, I'm incredebly shallow, and I happen to like it that way.

Think whatever you want about me, I really don't give a shit, I never asked for your permission to be who I am. We just had sex, we don't make love, because we don't love each other, or anyone else for that matter. Well, that isn't entirely true, we are both madly in love with ourselves, and who wouldn't be, we are gods, gracing mortals with our presence. Okay, so I'm shallow and arrogant, so what? If you knew me, really knew me, you would be in love with me too, and all the evil thoughts you are having about me would be utterly forgotten. Yeah, you can roll your eyes now, but you've never met me, and you probably never will...sucks to be you.

I love my apartment, nice and cozy, all leather and chrome, ultra-modern and uber-chic. Of course I'm rich, I wouldn't be able to be me if I weren't, because most poor people aren't arrogant. Have you ever met an arrogant wino?...I thought not. I met myself once, just for a moment, and was charmed by myself, I was so very witty and attractive. You can stop shooting me dirty looks now, it isn't as if the opinion of a mere peasant like you matters to me.

Ah, yes, there was a reason I was writting all of this, a story, right?. Well, I suppose I should cut to the chase then, since I'm sure you are waiting in breahtless anticipation. I have a secret, a very large, very naughty secret, and I wish to share it with you.

I was born in Austria in the year 1975, and I was born rather oddly. You see, my dear little morons, I was born twisted, not visibly, by all rights I am probably the most beautiful creature alive today. No, my sin was a hidden one, buried deep within my soul, tainted from conception. Some people claim that noone is born bad, but those people are wrong. I was born wicked, a terribly evil baby, I did everything I could to make my parents as miserable as possible. I was evil and I was a genius, and, as we all know, that is a bad combination.

When I was 5 I poisoned my Mother, and she died within a week, no one suspected me. My Father was convicted of the crime and he is still rotting in jail, isn't it delicious?...I went to live with my Aunt, who was terrified of me, she knew I was tainted, and I used it to rule her with an iron fist. I killed her when I turned 18, it was laughably easy, a mere push down the stairs and she was labeled the victim of a tragic accident. I went off on my own, in posession of my family wealth and a mind as intelligent as it was dark.

I went through lover after lover, despising them for falling for me, their weakness making me so very angry, so angry I was forced to kill them. One after another my lovers fell victim to my brilliance, each one was labeled an accidental death, or they died of natural causes...and, when I could manage it, they were murdered by someone close to them. Any chance to ruin a life, and I took it, the temptation was too great. After years of searching for someone who would make me at least, somewhat satisfied, I found Caine, my current boytoy.

We are perfect for each other, both selfish, egotistical, cold-hearted gods among the lowly masses, trying to weed through you fools. He is also a murderer, but he is more into the pain he can cause physically, rather than emotionally. So, we play together...I take the victim and make them cry, and then he takes them and makes them scream. I suppose it is true, two heads ~are~ better than one, especially when the heads are so very evil.

Oh, Caine has returned, and he has brought a girl with him....wonderful, writing this has made me very thirsty. This is not the end of course, well, perhaps for the girl, but not for me or Caine. A word to the wise, from the wise, don't talk to strangers, and don't pick your nose in public, that is just disgusting.

-- Dawn (darkdeathanie@hotmail.com), July 21, 2002

Answers

Ah, my new guilty pleasure...mm, yes, I must find this girl, and suffer before her...it is the will of a god...yes...

-- Zero_6ix (Zero_6ix@hotmail.com), July 21, 2002.

Do I sniff a Malkavian (and a very good one) in the making? *EG*

-- Cam (wikked_which@hotmail.com), July 21, 2002.

Possibly Malkie antitribu, since her Humanity seems impossibly low...decidedly Sabbat material. Although the "Caine" reference more likely brings to mind the traditional Lilith, feeding off of pestilence and suffering.

Oh yeah...I'm back. :)

-- Freya Lorelei (freya2000@aol.com), July 22, 2002.


Yes! Hi Freya!

-- Kant (kant@kant.com), July 22, 2002.

Very cool, I love the whole insane/evil feel. And yay! Freya is here! -not that she cares to remember how bad my grammer is/was-

-- ArchPyro (ZemoruePyxil@aol.com), July 22, 2002.


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